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Pride?

2012-03-04T01:17:00.009+08:00

Played this song and a couple others using my pretty turquoise guitar.

A beautiful song with its simple lyrics.

Was browsing through my diary and in the entry dated 21st of July 2010, caught sight of these couple of sentences, which I jotted down from a book.

"One must learn that it is Jesus who strengthens you to walk in the most dismal or delighted of circumstances. True contentment is learned. Every shattered dream or unfulfilled expectation serves as a perfect opportunity to learn contentment. Learning contentment will require complete dependence upon Jesus, for difficult circumstances w/o strength can rob you of potential contentment."

A good friend of mine passed me a stack of inspirational cards a couple of days ago. These have blessed me greatly:)

Building walls around me

2012-02-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

Life has been throwing me snowballs the past couple of weeks. Why am I heading home from school only in the middle of the night? I'm no Cinderella!

If I can't take it anymore, I'll just pack a small bag, book a budget air ticket, and make my way to beautiful Phuket with its scenic beaches and palm trees. Laze on the sand, take in the breeze, swim with the fishes,

and remind myself that there's so much more than this.

No "ifs" no "buts"

2012-02-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

Allow me to fixate my eyes on You, Father, and not on the problems around me.

Although my problems are numerous and they seem too huge for me to handle, they aren't bigger than what You can accomplish.

2012-02-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

I hate it whenever I'm weak.

Do not grow weary

2012-02-22T08:51:00.008+08:00

It's been a pretty tough semester (nothing's new right?). But i was reminded through God's Word that I should not have the mentality of thinking and talking about how hard my life as a student is, because the workload will just seem as insurmountable as I make it to be.

This semester will teach me how to lean and rely on God's grace and how I have to spend more time with Him, more than ever.

I've been playing this song on repeat the past few days:)

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no - one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
Know there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love, To make you feel my love

Missing the times when my sister was here, where we would grow crazy doing all sorts of things.

Anw, gonna celebrate Deb's birthday later! Can't wait:)

The battlefield of the mind

2012-02-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

The mind should be peaceful and alert. This becomes impossible when it is loaded with things it was never intended to carry.

Security in You

2012-01-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

Change me, Father.

One of the rare things that beat obtaining a good education and career

2012-01-19T00:58:00.012+08:00

I'd say that choosing the right partner is the second most important decision of my life, after the first - choosing Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Saviour. After all, he'll be someone I spend the next 60 (hopefully I'll live till then) years of my life with, to go through tears and joy with, the good as well as the trying times and ultimately, to be a good role model to the kids and a spiritual leader in the family.

It shouldn't be a decision to be taken too lightly.

Btw Wicked is wicked! The voices are amazing; there were goosebumps all over:)

With your whole heart

2012-01-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

Please click the link and take time to read this.

http://lifetoheryears.com/50rules (Life to Her years)

It makes me laugh and want to tear at the same time.

What matters in life

2012-01-14T20:23:00.027+08:00

It has been a hectic yet fabulous week. I'd say it's a good start to the semester, even though there were times where we weren't given any rest in the 3hr seminars and I had to keep shifting my weight between both buttcheeks. It wasn't very pleasant. But at the same time, I'm pretty excited to what this sem brings because I'm overloading on my modules hence, taking an additional research module which is more than required, and I'm all up for this challenge!

I've been catching up with friends in school and outside of it as well. Celebrated Eileen and Chia Ling's birthday by surprising both of them with a cake and finally got formally introduced to Eileen's boyfriend. Overall evaluation at the end of the meetup is that he is a warm person who cares for her and looks out for her well-being. Glad he opened up to us and we shared much fun, laughter, peace and joy over our meals. Tick Tick:) The conversations I've had with them about work etc made me realise how much we have grown since our sec 1 days:)

Went for buffet at Triple 333, Mandarin Gallery today and we had a sumptuous spread. I liked the Matcha ice cream and the Corn Soup. haha. Yeah, like what the girls have said, it's a waste for me to attend buffets cuz I'll end up going for those cheap dishes which can easily be found elsewhere. I hope that Wanting's handsome ah gong will fully recover and be discharged in time for cny and to spend time with her family back at home.

Been enjoying the company of Jean Bean, my dearest sister. Spending time with her made me realise how much I've missed her. I miss the times we played the guitar and sang/screeched till our voices were hoarse and I miss all the htht we have because she is someone whom i can share all stuff with at an intimate level because I enjoy doing that, and whom I know understands me well enough to dish out godly advice. I thank God that she's back to spend the new year with my family!:D

Some overdued photos

Didn't buy much except stuff for Jean

while waiting for our turns during healthcare screening

all the specialists are really friendly and gracious. One made me milo after blood test because I hadn't eaten for more than 12 hrs.

Mum's ticking off her list of To-Dos for the day

Ramen Champion at Iluma

Our first round around the buffet corner

Getting started

End product

Note to self: More of my Heavenly Father and less of me

Back to reality

2012-01-11T11:45:00.001+08:00

I had a dream.

I dreamt that we were really happy together, like how it used to be in the past. Rollercoasters, laughter and everything nice.

But like all happy endings, the dream did not last.

There's nothing so beautiful as a godly soul

2012-01-04T09:56:00.002+08:00

One lesson which I've learnt during the course of these few days: Never lose your sense of humour.

Off to Sentosa! Hopefully the sun is here to stay:D

I'm not as malleable as a copper wire

2012-01-03T10:00:00.011+08:00

I can't seem to understand the mechanism that drives a certain type of mentality. Initially, they say they want you to depend fully on them. And although there was skepticism at first, all ~ships require both compromise, effort and a common platform in which all parties understand one another. And when they've gotten what they wanted, they realised that there was too much of a reliance and being afraid of the level of commitment, changed their minds and demanded for more independence. They just expect to have it their way all the time. However, they have yet to realise that this is a person's life they are talking about. A life that is shaped by experiences and accompanied with feelings, thoughts and a fixed set of attitudes.

What fickle minds.

Thoughts

2012-01-01T21:24:00.011+08:00

Dearest baby sister is back for a month!!! Been spending quality time with her the past two days and updating each other on what we've missed out on in each other's lives:D

However, it sucks that i've stepped into the New Year with a terrible sorethroat, fever and cough. Nevertheless, I used whatever energy I had left to share and give thanks for year 2011 at Watch Night service yesterday.

Anyway, on a side note, Mum just brought me some oversized cotton hoodie to wear on top of my t-shirt because I was shivering as I typed this post. The room temperature is extremely cold right now and it feels like i'm trapped in a freezer with all my tubs of icecream. Thought that that is really observant and sweet of her.

Lastly, I'm glad that I've finally apologized. It feels as if a huge burden has been lifted off my chest.

Isaiah 40:13

"but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint."

2 books which I bought recently

2012-01-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

2011-12-31T07:46:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to think that I deserve better.

What insensitivity.

In You do I take refuge

2011-12-19T22:35:00.005+08:00

"I sought the Lord and He answered me
and delivered me from all my fears.
Those who look to Him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed."

Deliver me from my fears as I enter the op room tmr, Lord.

On one hand, it's a good thing that the past few weeks are occupied with activities and my mind; thoughts, and that doesn't leave anymore space to ponder over tmr's events.

One of the best weeks yet

2011-12-17T22:37:00.004+08:00

It's been a marvellous week with close friends and loved ones!

Let me cherish the thought that His love and care will never tire or change but will be the only source of my lifetime happiness, security and peace.

-Thank You, Lord, for photos. -

Danced a little jig

2011-12-15T13:48:00.002+08:00

"For love casts out fear, and gratitude can conquer pride."

Psalm 34.

21 days to form a habit?

2011-12-09T11:01:00.009+08:00

Chop chop curry pork.

I have an hour to blog before heading down to Tanjong Pagar for lunch.

Started off the week with intentions to go tanning with Tingyou but the sun wasn't on our side. Lunch at vivo and our favourite lemon roasted melon tea with pearls from Gong Cha. Cabbed down for a focus group discussion at Wisma. Met the babes again where we had icecream at Daily Scoop, Holland V. just don't understand why guys just like the chase. want to be there for you.

Jiahao, back from Japan, the world where "girls wear mini skirts during winter". He showed me all the stuff he bought from Japan and I helped arrange them nicely. He bought quite a lot of items back for me, which made me pleasantly pleased, especially since a few were randomly spammed through whatsapp, thinking that he most probably wouldn't have the time to buy them. We cooked ramen bought from Japan as well. A delicious meal, after throwing in bacon and scallop:) Watched "the apple of my eye" at vivo and I'd say it's a sweet show. Who says that guys have to act all tough to get the attention of the girl they like. A splendid time in general.

Headed to Town on Wed! Didn't buy much except for food and loose powder manufactured from Japan:)

Yest, gave tuition early in the morning and met Prof, Ruiqi and Yanhan to sort out a bit of the logistics for the thesis. Church in the evening. Am at this phase whereby I have a major decision to make. I'd dare say it's the most difficult decision that I've to make thus far. It has been bothering me for the longest time and it's extremely important because it would definitely affect my future career(s) esp since I'll be on the educational track for the next couple of years of. Have been consulting various individuals whom I feel are able to give me wise advice and those suggestions vary on both extremes of a continuum. However, as most of them have pointed out, the decision still lies with me and yes, I have to hold full responsibility for that as it's my future after all.

Alright, can't wait for today's events to unfold as a few of my sec school friends are coming over after lunch to play!

Have a great weekend!

- Thank You, Lord, for my sister's progress. -

Thank you

2011-12-04T17:11:00.004+08:00

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas.

This is the song which I've always liked hearing over the speakers in malls when walking from stores to stores. Butterflies in my stomach.

Anyway, it's the season to put on weight and grow fat. To forgive and forget. To love and let live. Looking forward to the week ahead!

Crushed

2011-12-03T22:33:00.004+08:00

My heart- it just broke into smithereens.

Missing. Missing can suck every ounce of willpower. I tried. I tried not to think. Indefinable feelings. The same feelings I had when I felt like I've lost someone. When things are out of my control. You. Feigned ignorance. I would far rather be hurled a barrage of hostile words than to face the silence.

waiting waiting waiting

2011-12-02T23:35:00.011+08:00

Day One

Headed to Town with Ruiqi and Skeen and bought 2 essentials (blue and grey top), a knitted cream top (which I love the most) and a black high-waisted skirt. Had the loveliest time at L'etoile (Pronounced it as "toilet" initially till Skeen put it to disgrace with her most elegant french knowledge)

Day Two

Headed to Town with Wanling and bought 2 more basic tops as well as a black knee-length skirt! Made more plans for our upcoming grad trip to USA this May! #ohsoexciting

Lovely Her accompanied me to the doctor after that.

Embarrassing moment 1: The young, tall and charming doctor took a look at me, then my I/C and back at me again, pointed at the photo and asked, "Is this you?" in an incredulous tone. HAHA. and a few more MORE embarrassing moments, but that's all I shall share for now.

The good news: it was benign. However, I've plucked up courage and decided to go for an op. Much thanks to those who sent words of encouragement and concern my way!:)

Took the train to Vivo for dinner with Cheryl and i splurged on 2 more pairs of shoes.

This is the first semester in which I did not touch shopping for like 2 whole months, thus explaining the deprivation. However, I still have to hold the reins. Money doesn't grow on trees after all.

Activities: Meetups, trip to KL, christmas party @ church, operation, camp in pulau ubin, baby sister back for the whole of Jan. Looking forward to taking up cooking lessons; emerging myself into the next phase of adulthood. In the blink of an eye, Christmas will be here! Can't wait for each of them to materialise!

- Thank You, Lord, for courage. -

One step closer?

2011-12-01T22:57:00.011+08:00

Both men and women want a mate who is a

- good companion

- affectionate

- kind

- considerate

- loving

- dependable

- understanding

- loyal

- interesting to talk with

- honest and

- who has a good sense of humour

(Sedikides, Oliver & Campbell, 1994).

Heart beats fast

Colours and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when...

I do not watch Twilight but yeah.

Yay!

2011-12-01T22:02:00.008+08:00

Exams have come and gone.

It's time to go out and play!:)

Anw, absolutely love this song!

Gonna embrace Christmas and all activities with open arms.

- Thank You, Lord, for a 'rather' smooth exam period.

Pride, please don't stand in the way

2011-11-27T09:23:00.000+08:00

Do I know whether I'm able to discern the right from the wrong all the time?

No.

Do I possess a nonjudgmental attitude when interacting with friends and strangers all the time?

No, it's tough.

Do I trust myself to do the right things in every situation all the time?

No, honestly I don't.

I can't do all of these if I rely on myself and others.

That's why I need wisdom that can be found from above.

Sustenance to keep going, other than the divine

2011-11-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

Very often, He knows my needs, even before I start asking.

Let me find favour in Your sight.

That was unexpected, still

2011-11-15T23:56:00.006+08:00

Certain jumbled up thoughts on my mind but I've no time to translate those into coherent sentences.

Anyway,

Two love languages characterise the way I express myself to others, not forgetting the ways that will make me feel loved - Quality Time and Words of Affirmation. I used to think that Words of Affirmation would be higher than Quality Time though, but that's proven otherwise.

Quality Time

"In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says "I love you," like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there - with the tv off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby - makes your significant other feel truly loved and special. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful."

Words of Affirmation

"Actions don't always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, "I love you," are important - hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirit skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten."

Understanding the love language of our partner and friends enables us to communicate with them in a non-judgmental way and not to judge them based on our own expectations since everyone has been through different experiences which may have reinforce or punish certain behaviours. It also fosters humility as we can acknowledge how different each other expresses his/her love and try to compromise as well as to express love in the way he/her wants to be loved. :)

Anw, with the limited time I have given myself before starting on my last journal article due tmr, I wanna thank God for these two days of super productive and intensive studying sessions:)

Moments

2011-11-08T00:30:00.002+08:00

The last birthday celebration during these past 2 weeks belongs to....

(please don't kill me)

what thick eyebrows you have hahaha

Went to surprise him at the doorstep of his house an hour before 12 am of the 2nd of Nov, to celebrate his aging process. It didn't matter that I had a 9 am class the next day because it was worth the smiles on his face.

Got him a piece of cake from coffee bean and a photo collage with a year's worth of thanksgiving and memories penned down at the back.

On Saturday, I woke up at 6am (goodness!) to get him a Sausage Mcmuffins set before meeting him near his house, to head off to our destination. Have always thought that a Mac breakfast is a priceless way to start the day esp when the warm beef patty topped up with egg and cheese touches the tastebuds, not to forget the palatable pan-fried hashbrown with a iced milo as an energy booster. Anw, was so excited because I had been trying to keep mum the secret location despite him making several attempts to guess where it could be. And i was slightly late so I have to speed through the expressway to arrive before.... the boat set sail at the designated timing.

old sunken boat

Yep! The surprise was a fishing trip at a kelong!:D It was his first time fishing. (I remembered having fished before with my pastor's family when i was in pri school) Anyway, we returned back empty-handed. hahaha 4 hours under the scorching sun didn't guarantee us a fish:( And I was having a slight headache as well. So we changed plans and left earlier than expected. Jiahao was rather sad though cuz it was at the point where he finally felt a tug at the line and in the process of wheeling the line back, he lost the fish.

had seafood for lunch but i only managed to take one shot of the dish because i was famished

have always enjoyed being as far away as i can from the bustling city. An excellent opportunity to relax amid the stresses of schoolwork/thesis, impending deadlines and finals.

Had dinner at Fat Boy's at Upper Thomson which sells burgers and allows you to invent your own

the pretty wallpaper

chilli cheese fries with just the right amount of spicyness

Sinfully delightful

Last but not least, an addition to my family - adorable baby cousin - two weeks ago! When i think about her, i cant help but use my developmental psychological knowledge to posit the theoretical milestones of her development. heh. And I have yet to cuddle her in my arms:(( *pinch her cheeks*

On a side note, I think her eyes are already bigger than mine to begin with:)

- Thank You, Lord, for babies. -

Reflections

2011-11-06T20:44:00.004+08:00

An excerpt from my gender textbook:

"Each year, telephone companies report that the greatest number of calls on a single day are made on Mother's Day. The volume of telephone calls on Father's Day are indistinguishable from any other Sunday. However, the greatest number of collect calls are made on Father's Day."

My heart goes out to all fathers out there.

Does this signify that fathers are generally being underappreciated despite their hard work? Or is it a reflection of the roles that fathers are playing in the lives of their children today?

I'm stronger than this

2011-10-31T22:29:00.002+08:00

Just had an epiphany!

An interesting video which demonstrates how humans tend to go round in circles without a guide. Reminds me of how the Israelites wandered about in the desert for 40 days and 40 nights.

- Thank You, Lord, for a smooth procedure. -

Reminder

2011-10-30T09:32:00.001+08:00

Saw this on a birthday card.

'Ever noticed that the older we get, the more we're like computers?

We start out with lots of memory and drive, then we become outdated and 'crash' at odd moments, and eventually we have to get our parts replaced.'

Lol.

Putting my hope in things not see; definitely not the easiest thing to do. But there is a clear reason for persevering: You are faithful.

Please give me faith to walk on rocky terrains.

All my life, I pray for someone...

2011-10-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Heartwarming classic love songs:)

The sun and its terrible mood swing

2011-10-26T21:30:00.006+08:00

did not dampen our spirits today. We refused to let it spoil our birthday plans for the girl who turns 22 today.

Happy birthday Blossoms!

Thanks for being such an awesome 'sot' friend! One who never fails to encourage me and spur me on in my schoolwork, esp wrt my thesis. We've undoubtedly grown closer, with all the HTHT over meals almost everyday, coupled with the hurdles our thesis threw us, thus forcing us to stay back in school/lab long after the sun set. Thanks for all your sweet thoughtful messages and for those angels and snowmen which you constantly send my way to cheer me up whenever I'm stressed or am in a state of despair. All the best in your future endeavours, esp if it's research-based because it can get real tedious (logistics-wise you know i know), and I can't wait for more outings with the girls!

Pls. We definitely have to fly to Aust to visit Jiayee one day! I miss her so much too!

PPls. I will take my wishes back if your future endeavours consist of publicising your book of 'joy-isms'.

Today has its ups and downs

2011-10-24T00:45:00.007+08:00

My mind is clouded with thoughts.

Spent a lazy Sunday evening in Holiday Inn, which saw me eating my body weight on scrumptious food @ Windows on the Park.

Shall not type much but let the pictures and captions tell the story.

Not that I eat much of seafood but I've always thought that a buffet spread isn't complete without pictures of it.

Didn't try this either. Was too focused on carbohydrates like pasta (fav fusili aglio olio), many pieces of man tou with chilli crab sauce, cream of mushroom soup so forth.

In the shoes of a Rojak seller

Looks good, doesn't it?

Bittersweet durian

you'd realise that this section was most frequented if you had the chance to browse through the photos I have in my phone. hehe

Helped self to many servings of chocolate-coated fruits. Perhaps one of the rare occasions where I met the requirements of daily fibre intake.

Yet another photo of waffles, accompanied with toppings. I should consider going for a dessert buffet instead.

Waffles with icecream:D

Happy 21st birthday Cousin! Decorated his cake with ice cream and spammed toppings all over. I'm glad we had so much fun over dinner:)

With birthday boy and his brother

Everyone was in a joyous mood except for my sec 3 cousin who was evidently worried about receiving his EOY results tmr

A solo pic with cousin. Of all things, the hole in my fringe had to spoil it for me.

As we grow older and the minute/hour hand continues to tick away, this will be another memory, one more sight; an addition to the pile accumulating in my hippocampus, next to family members, unforgettable dinners and random quotes.

- Thank You, Lord, for a wonderful times once again. -

:)

2011-10-23T00:04:00.007+08:00

3 more birthday celebrations coming up the next 2 weeks!

Tomorrow marks the day Corrine turns 21.

Today's theme was movie stars and I donned a blue retro dress, which I hoped, was able to pass me off as a mermaid. The Best Dressed title went to Kenneth who put in much effort, in a bid to pass off as Despicable Me's Minion, with his holey-plastic bag on the top of his head and goggles. Super hilarious. One of the friends I made just now, Shan Shan, was dressed as a purple dinosaur! But nope, she wasn't attempting to be Barney. She was mimicking the dinosaur in Flintstone and there was a family of flintstones at the party. Pretty awesome indeed :D

Corrine's 21st:)

- Thank You, Lord, for friends. -

The irreversibility of Time

2011-10-15T14:32:00.002+08:00

~~What do I want out of life?~~

What's God's best for me?

Who will I be in 10 years time? What kind of life will I be living? What values will I hold to? What beliefs will I propagate to my child/children?

Time will fly, especially in my prime years- the twenties. It's time to start thinking, loving,

And living.

If you would listen very carefully

2011-10-14T22:32:00.006+08:00

'Generally speaking, the truth works - so tell it as currently, clearly, completely, and compassionately as possible.

When there are too many withheld feelings and thoughts, the life of the relationship gets snuffed out.'

Anw, this is one of the shots taken at the zoo a few weeks back!

Confused, i am.

A thoughtful gesture will be nice

2011-10-12T12:17:00.001+08:00

Today, I bought bubble tea and surprised you with it. You took it,

and turned to walk away.

Without saying anything...

The corners of your mouth stayed where they were not supposed to.

Not a hint of a smile.

Nothing.

Toughest period

2011-10-11T13:19:00.000+08:00

I've to learn to cast ALL my anxieties on Him.

Emotional burdens

2011-10-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, "forget it" isn't just about dismissing a thought; it is about self-dismissal.

It breaks the heart.

Don't push it.

2011-10-08T10:25:00.002+08:00

Friend: Are you joy?

J: Yes. You are?

Friend: I really need your help urgently...

J: It's funny how you always come to me only when you need my help.

Friend: ... ... (to protect identity and privacy)

J: Then that's your business, why do you have to make it mine?

Friend: ... ...

J: Sorry I can't trust you. How do you expect me to?

Friend: ... ... On the account of our friendship ... ...

J: You have made a terribly wrong move.

Chop - the chillout place

2011-10-07T01:02:00.003+08:00

Well, I love to eat:)

Tears,

2011-10-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

don't you dare start falling...

Your Will be done

2011-10-03T19:59:00.008+08:00

This morning, I woke up to the lyrics of 'Oceans will Part' ringing in my head. Absolutely love this song!

If my heart has grown cold

There Your love will unfold

As you open my eyes to the work of Your hand

When I'm blind in my way

There Your spirit will pray

As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

Oceans will part nations come

At the whisper of Your call

Hope will rise glory shown

In my life Your will be done

Present suffering may pass

Lord your mercy will last

As you open my eyes to the work of Your hand

And my heart will find praise

I'll delight in Your way

As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

I need you Lord

2011-10-02T21:23:00.005+08:00

Unless we understand the cruelty of sin, we will not comprehend the greatness of God's grace.

I think that many of us, including myself, are living in such an abundance of grace that sometimes we are not realising the importance and value of it.

Led in worship today!:)

Just let me say how much I love You
Let me speak of Your mercy and grace
Just let me live in a shadow of Your beauty
Let me see You face to face

And the earth will shake as Your Word goes forth
And the heavens will tremble and fall
But let me say how much I love You
Oh my Savior, my Lord and Friend

Just let me hear Your finest whispers
As You gently call my name
And let me see Your power and Your glory
Let me feel Your spirit's flame

Let me find You in the desert
Till this sand is holy ground
And I am found completely surrendered
To You my Lord and Friend

So let me say how much I love You
With all my heart I long for You
For I am caught in this passion of knowing
This endless love I've found in You

And the depth of grace, the forgiveness found
To be called a child of God
Just makes me say how much I love You
Oh my Savior, my Lord and Friend

Just makes me say how much I love You
Oh my Savior, my Lord and Friend

- Thank You, Lord, for the very act You did on the Cross. -

In those days...

2011-09-30T09:52:00.001+08:00

I feel a tad more carefree,

just like the past,

like how I used to be.

Yep.

We're not too different afterall

2011-09-28T21:24:00.019+08:00

Mid terms are finally over.

As of now, presentations, thesis, read math lecture notes on triple integration and higher-level-differential-eqn (since I skipped lectures twice) and 6 journal articles form the pile of workload.

Had an enjoyable lunch and dinner with dear Ruiqi. Discussed a teeny weeny bit about gender differences and the module I took so far was rather informative about how males and females generally share similar attributes, cognitive as well as behavioural characteristics, with a few exceptions like motor performance (i.e. throwing velocity), some aspects of sexuality and a moderate gender difference in aggression. What is also interesting is that at certain ages, we may be more similar to the other gender while this finding may not hold, a few years down the road.

Gender differences in the media have been greatly exaggerated and the cost of these inflated claims do lead to many undesirable consequences. For e.g. women and men have been told that they came from different planets and their communication styles are just too diverse. However, if we were to really look at the magnitude of some of the differences, some of it is just too small to create a hoohaa, like how the media has 'conveniently' highlighted for us.

A common issue is the stereotype that boys are better than girls in Math. Recent meta-analyses have found similar performance between both genders for Math performance.

Moreover, in experimental studies where there's a manipulation of participants being told that the math task they were going to do was gender fair, there was no gender differences in performance. Contrast this to the control condition where participants expected gender differences, and results showed that women did worse than men.

As a result of such stereotypes, mathematical abilities in girls may be overlooked by both parents and teachers because adults usually (note all the general terms) only expect boys to do better, which can result in girls having lower confidence that they can succeed in Math courses. Well, of course there will always be individual differences; those outliers who are gifted in Math from the start. BUT, they do not form the majority.

Note to self: I can get A+ for this sem's Math module.

Of course, the most important takeaway is that gender differences and similarities vary across the lifespan and is dependent on the context. In some countries, girls/boys do better in Math and in others, there are no gender differences. Boys may perform better in certain mathematical analysis starting from secondary school while girls may be better at computation in primary school.

Overall, we are socialised to behave and to evaluate ourselves and others using gender lens which are perpetuated by cultural attitudes and beliefs.

Reminder to self: I still can get A+ for this sem's Math module.

Okay, enough of GD1101E.

Having a mini headache and slight problems breathing. Probably because I ate too much. Nonetheless, my physical body is sending me some warning signals. I better drag myself to bed by half past eleven.

Note to self: ~~I know I still can get A+ for this sem's Math module~~ Dream on.

- Thank You, Lord, for chocolate ice cream. -

2011-09-27T11:36:00.001+08:00

I've never believed in getting too comfortable in a r/s.

Yes, comfortability is good, if it's not being overemphasized. There's nothing wrong with being yourself while with the other. But if one gets too comfortable, the r/s may gradually reach stagnation and then issues of security and doubts may surface. For e.g., a few days have passed where both of you are too busy with your work and think that it's okay if you needn't message him/her because he/she will understand. Or like how both of you used to take romantic walks talking bout everything under the sun or go out on amazing trips planned by either but 2 full months have passed since both last had a good chat or a whole day to bask under each other's attention and company.

I feel that it is just a misconception when people say that for a r/s of 6-7 years, it is hard to maintain the love and then it's just a matter of commitment. Doesn't it just boil down to being too comfortable? Where's the effort that both once put in at the beginning of the r/s?

Then some people may say 'You can't expect me to love her/him as much as how I used to' or 'You can't expect me to put in as much effort as how I used to because that was just the initial phase.'

My question is 'Why not???'

Each r/s, however long or short, requires constant effort to build. Words of affirmation, a small gift, being concerned, doing something for, little gestures, surprises and reassurance etc are ways to maintain a long term r/s, for both parties alike.

Note: it's not only the male partners who are responsible for such stuff.

My point is just that every r/s requires effort to maintain. From day 1 till death do you part. And it has to be effort put in from both parties, who have to see the need and importance for such things.

Well, just some thoughts that got me thinking after last night's conversation with a very good friend of mine.

:)

2011-09-26T11:15:00.001+08:00

Here's a conversation with Mum yesterday morning,

after an attempt to cut my fringe before heading off to bed the night before,

Mum: Why didn't you clear the mess at the sink properly?

Me: I thought I did

Mum: There are still quite a lot of remaining strands

Me: Oops sorry!

Mum: Next time, please use the shaver properly.

Me: *open small eyes in utter horror*

I started bursting out with laughter and after explaining to her that the 1-3 CM strands of hair came from the top of my head, she gave a rather sheepish grin.

She thought it was from the underarms!

Yikes!

Occam Razor/ The Law of Parsimony

2011-09-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

The principle of simplicity is a line of reasoning in Science suggesting that the simplest answer is always the better one.

Why can't Mathematicians think the same way? That'll reduce a whole lot of complexity in the world, won't it? :)

On a side note, perhaps I should apply that principle to my life too.

Going for Math mid terms at 8pm tonight. All the best to my fellow sufferers and I.

The conviction of things not seen

2011-09-25T08:54:00.001+08:00

By faith, the walls of Jericho fell.

By faith, Daniel stopped the mouths of the lions.

By faith, Samson was made strong in his weakness.

By faith, Moses and the people crossed the Red Sea on dry land.

By faith, promises will be fulfilled.

Faith,

we can have it too.

Dreams and goals

2011-09-24T21:52:00.005+08:00

Nothing beats having a cup of hot chocolate and good company:)

The perfect antidote

2011-09-24T10:38:00.003+08:00

The week has been full of ups and downs. Thank God for friends whose presence and thoughtful messages added colour and laughter to my life. For without them, loneliness may just gradually seep in.

Narrow path

2011-09-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

How can a young man keep his way pure?

By guarding it according to Your word.

With my whole heart I seek you;

let me not wander from your commandments!

I have stored up Your Word in my heart,

that I might not sin against You.

Blessed are You, O Lord;

teach me Your statutes!

With my lips I declare

all the rules of Your mouth.

In the way of Your testimonies I delight

as much as in all riches.

I will meditate on Your precepts

and fix my eyes on Your ways.

I will delight in Your statutes;

I will not forget Your Word.

This is getting much tougher than expected.

Sometimes it is just so easy to lead a life that distances itself from God and embraces what the world pursues.

But that's not what I am made for.

My purpose is not a life of enjoyment, pleasure and being self-centred.

It is one that places God at the center of my life.

- Thank You, Lord, for the timely reminder. -

LaurentBernard @ RobertsonQuay :)

2011-09-14T01:45:00.001+08:00

You gave me roots and wings

2011-09-09T23:50:00.006+08:00

Dear Mum,

'You are the one who said "Go try it"

You said the words "I know you can"

And when I felt like I had blown it

You helped me try again

You gave me roots to grow in love

You gave me wings to reach a star

You set me free to be who I am

Just by being who you are

You were the one that God has assigned to me

And in your love my life has grown

You were the one whose faith I borrowed

Till I had found my own

I thank the Lord for who you are

He knew just who I'd need

You love me just the way I am

And pointed the way, to who I could be'

My sister and I have always sung this song to my mum since young.

Now, many years later, these words still hold as much sentimental value.

Happy birthday Mum!

Thanks for teaching me how to sit, walk, stand, poo (infants)

For teaching me English, Maths, Science, Chinese and Higher Chinese heh (primary sch)

For teaching me moral values and how to always put others first

For teaching me how to be sensitive to the feelings of others

For teaching me that grades aren't everything; health matters more

For teaching me how to trust in the Word of God

Thanks for being such a self-sacrificial mother, and an incredible teacher!

-Thank You, Lord, for my mother's prayers. -

Surrendering

2011-09-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

'Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.'

Big eyes to see you with, my dear

2011-09-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

Girls' Night In

although it wasnt evident, we were trying super hard to control our laughter because we looked ridiculous

This dearest friend of mine came over to stay after we went to town last Friday evening, where we stayed and chatted in Wisma's Food Republic for the longest time. It was good o fun, laughing our lungs our over silly matters as well as getting engaged in serious discussions over careers etc.

Before leaving town, we headed to the nearest 7-11 where we grabbed cup noodles (though i was extremely full) and a packet of snacks - a necessity for every girls' night in. Too bad, we ended up not utilising those snacks as we were hungry at different times throughout the night. haha.

The photo, which gave us ginormous alien eyes, can be credited to the photobooth in her Mac which she bought 2 weeks ago. It's one of the more 'presentable' photos that we took that night. If I upload the rest onto my com, they'll just crash the entire system.

Anw, wanwan's presence reminded me of all those great times we had during secondary school, the stayover we had right after O levels with rest of the girls, the few overseas trips that we had, going through thick and thin during choir practice, going through puberty together (haha!) etc. I remembered there was once, mischievous as we were, tried to prank call a few people, and even my own sister wasnt to be spared. What memories:)

Eileen, if you're reading this, i'm sorry you didn't manage to come over in the end but rest assured, Stayover Part 2 will be just round the corner! Glad you're feeling better:)

- Thank You, Lord, for good times. -

Indications

2011-09-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

Like what Ruiqi has mentioned,

one of the greatest things in life = marrying your best friend.

Felt like a fool

2011-08-31T21:36:00.014+08:00

This afternoon, I bought bread with a rich layer of cheese and egg mayo (your fav) because it tasted so good and the first person who came to my mind was you. Although it was nothing significant, I thought that it'd be a pleasant little surprise to spur you on for the rest of the day. Grinning to myself, I purchased it from the counter, hoping to catch you sometime today despite the hectic schedule I have - the busiest day of the week.

Time passed really slowly during the first lecture of the day and I kept glancing down at the digital clock on the iphone, tapping my feet and wishing time would hurry by. I needed to deliver it asap, as i knew that you would most probably skip lunch because you had too stuff to do. Besides, I couldn't wait to see your expression, that familiar smile lighting up your face.

The surprise ended up in the bin.

Ironically, you were too busy the entire day.

Stewards of time

2011-08-28T22:18:00.004+08:00

What we discussed during topical session today can be summed up in two verses found in Ephesians 5:16-17:

'Look carefully how you walk, not as unwise but as wise, making the best use of the time, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the will of the Lord is.'

:(

2011-08-27T20:26:00.001+08:00

Ouchouchouch

#ifeelscared

Lord, Lord

2011-08-27T12:30:00.000+08:00

Tired, emotionally.

:)

2011-08-24T21:18:00.003+08:00

What an intense mind-boggling day!

Anw, I was just looking through the photos taken in Dec and chanced upon this.

'Can you help me do my nails too?'

Dear Lord

2011-08-22T23:25:00.004+08:00

Whatever the outcome may be tmr, however serious (or not) the situation is, I trust You Lord and may I be used to bring glory to Your name :)

I give my all to you
Send me and i will go for you
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after you
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and i'll obey
This is far greater than sacrifice
Trusting you and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have your way in me
Not my will, yours be done

Here i stand within your presence
Longing for your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in your courts

Hold me now
And never ever let me go
My jesus, my precious saviour
I'm forever yours

I will worship you forever
I will worship you

So be it.

Missing a sister

2011-08-22T01:30:00.000+08:00

Loving you always.

Learning to cultivate a heart of wisdom

2011-08-22T00:57:00.003+08:00

Think, Wait and Love before you speak

Are our words like

(1) a scorching fire

- words without much worth/value

- spreading malicious gossip

- full of discontent

- getting what we want through unscrupulous means

(2) a fountain of life?

- refreshing

- true

- helpful

- inspiring

- necessary

- kind

There are always 2 options for every word that is being uttered. We can either speak without thinking and regret our choice of words later on or we can think before speaking and be doing so, turn away wrath and folly.

Speaking the right words at the wrong time can have adverse consequences.

But the right words at the right time strengthens a person.

Note: Love one another according to the standard that Jesus has set for me.

For a r/s to survive, its not just how loving both are, but also how they carefully choose their words

How to make a Cockroach Trap

2011-08-18T22:56:00.029+08:00

Caution: Be warned. This post is only for those who have nothing better to do....

5 easy steps on how to make a Cockroach Trap

(for those who are more timid)

Items needed:

- a target

- an old dusty magazine

- post-it note (optional)

Skills needed:

- Accurate estimation

- Good eye-to-hand coordination

Simple Steps:

1. Find your mother's magazine and blow the dust off

2. Tiptoe towards Target and position the magazine above it

3. Take aim and release

4. Wait/Call for help

BUT if it's late at night and everyone's asleep, an additional step is required.

5. Stick a post-it note on the magazine and it'll be magically cleared when you wake up tomorrow.

Before you insult my credibility,

I've been there and done that last night so it's proven to work!

Refer to example (fig 1.1. and 1.2) below.

fig 1.1

(btw, check out the year of the mag! it's ancient.)

fig 1.2

There you go, 5 simple steps to making your house one step closer to being a pest-free place!

Note: By doing so, you are killing two birds with one stone, as your mother will have no choice but is forced to throw that magazine away instead of keeping it on the shelf for the next few years.

Baker Lim in the making

2011-08-16T22:52:00.007+08:00

Going to burn midnight oil as I've to finish my readings for tmr's seminar as well as to do the final editing of the IRB.

But before that, let me upload a pretty photo of my *cough cough* successful chocolate molten lava cake...

... Dear Sinfully Tasty Cake, you make me proud;P

-Thank You, Lord, for the love and concern from friends. -

Why

2011-08-13T00:31:00.004+08:00

5 letters

Upset.

Dustmites, off you go

2011-08-10T17:04:00.009+08:00

Instead of reading articles, I've been spending 1/4 of the day finding for baking recipes as well as watching youtube videos on how to bake cakes.

Now that my lovely mum has bought a new convection oven for me, I should set aside some $$ to invest on essential baking equipment. I shall find one day next week to shop for ingredients, tools and start getting to work!

Molten lava chocolate cake coming up!:)

Shall ask Ms Baking Choo for advice later too!

What is there to complain about?

2011-08-10T15:57:00.001+08:00

Give thanks!

- Thank You, Lord, for angels. -

His love

2011-08-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

Thank you Lord, for the fact that I am saved by grace alone.

Purpose of life

2011-08-05T00:48:00.005+08:00

If we are not creatures made by and related to God, we are cosmic accidents.

Our origin is insignificant and so is our destiny.

If we emerge from the slime by accident and finally disintegrate into a void or abyss of nothingness, then we live our lives between two poles of absolute meaninglessness.

We are peeled zeroes, stripped naked of dignity and worth.

Without God, I am nothing.

Nil, zip, nada, zero.

Revisit some childhood memories

2011-08-03T10:56:00.004+08:00

Once Upon A Time, in a faraway land...

Brunch in town with Corrine

2011-08-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

God threw this in my path this morning -

'Imitate Jesus.' :)

Went for a haircut after that. Felt like cutting my hair really short suddenly.

Will be spending the rest of today touching up on my thesis proposal before meeting Ruiqi this thurs to coordinate the stimuli with her. Super packed week ahead.

Anw, can't wait for USS tmr! Finally!

Yet again

2011-08-01T16:01:00.014+08:00

Another week has flown by and it's the start of yet another brand new week. School's starting soon and it feels really weird returning as a year 4. I remembered when I was still a student who just entered year 1, I used to think that year 4s were really serious and un-youthful. :(

Some of the events that have occupied my holidays

With cousin celine:)

1st dish - delicious small red octopus included which wanting introduced to me years ago

Mini buddha jump over the wall

Tantalizing leafy with huge abalone

Something smelt Fishy here

Nicely fried prawns

Roasted Duck

Some fungus thing with crab meat, tasted surprisingly good

Superb dessert but stomach was close to bursting by then.

Mummy and I

With cousins whom I got closer to recently:)

Outings with closest buddies

Looked dodgy

Yummy chocolate with marshmallow ice cream and waffles in Udders.

Nandos (not too nice, in my opinion)

A short one-day trip to JB

Making monkey faces

Pri 1s and 2s do learn how to bake via Programs for Active Learning!

The beautiful girls who went through attachment with me

Evelyn specially brought her Qi Pao and forced me to wear it in school. It has a slit so high it was slightly below my hips and I had to pull down the Qi Pao every few seconds and walk in geisha steps.

Surprised Donica with a Japanese Cheesecake for her 21st birthday (baked by Eve)

The usual cheap but tasty food we'd eat during lunch

Made a new friend who's a relief teacher working for 6 months

Yong Tao Foo cooked by a student's mother during Teacher's Playtime (where teachers could stay back, bond and participate in various activities on Friday)

On the last few days, Eve baked a butter Paddle Pop cake for the teachers and us

What's so unusual about this dictionary?

It's created by Eve. It contains the meaning of what it means to be me (characteristics) :P

Supported the school in their Sports Day at CCAB last friday. Milo Trucks!!

(it was the same day i had unexpected double whammy)

Dinner in my favourite Blue Mountain Cafe

Potato skin with cheese

Darren came back from Imperial college during his summer break and is doing attachment at GIC

With the babe whom I went to Bangkok with 2 months ago

MEI

Paper-made 8-seater sofa in my aunt's new home

TCC-ed with Ruiqi and Skeen where we had HTHT

Fettucine with a type of fish

Chanced upon Asian Civilisation Museum when out with Ervin (didnt know there was one in Singapore)

Chariots and horses which were found in the Emperor's Tomb

Design of the Tomb (he really was afraid to die)

A beautiful handicraft made by Jean's closest friends for her birthday:)

Was scammed during hair treatment last thursday.

-Thank You, Lord, for your Glory that fills the earth. -

2011-07-31T22:31:00.001+08:00

I can't wait to get married, have kids and watch them grow:)

Remembrance

2011-07-31T22:22:00.004+08:00

"Observe how Christ loved us. His love was not cautious but extravagant.

He didn't love in order to get something from us but to give everything of himself to us.

Love like that."

- Ephesians 5:1-2

Happiness?

2011-07-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

is a fool's errand.

Gracious and merciful

2011-07-26T09:24:00.003+08:00

'He provides food for those who fear Him;
He remembers His covenant forever.

He has shown His people the power of His works,
In giving them the inheritance of the nations.

The works of His hands are faithful and just;
All His precepts are trustworthy;

they are established forever and ever,
To be performed with faithfulness and uprightness.

He sent redemption to His people;
He has commanded His covenant forever.
Holy and awesome is His name!

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.' -Psalms 111:5-10a

Thinking that we can find lasting pleasure in people and things is ultimately an empty pursuit.

Self-control Joy, Self-Control

2011-07-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, you just irritate me with the decisions you make and the words you use.

Like you're taking things for granted

2011-07-24T23:21:00.004+08:00

ARGH!

Like the fishermen

2011-07-23T12:27:00.005+08:00

To follow Jesus, you have to step out of your comfort zone.

Unless you are willing to leave your comfort zone, you cannot experience an adventure of faith to God.

Going to Simei for my aunt's housewarming now. Cant wait to meet up with relatives!:)

If only...

2011-07-22T23:27:00.001+08:00

It's great to be surrounded by like-minded people, all of whom are walking towards the same goal as I am:)

Attachment ended on a light note today, with us presenting our special item during contact time (but it did not garner as much laughter as we've thought it would have haha). Nonetheless, the course of these 4 weeks have prepared me for life as a teacher. It's going to be tough, but isn't that what makes us grow? I'm thankful for wonderful colleagues and supervisors who have made my experience all the more worthwhile.

I wish my life were full of these moments, but I guess the rarity of it makes it all the better.

One of the five love languages

2011-07-20T20:08:00.011+08:00

I am blessed with the sweetest friends!

Yesterday, I received a letter which came in a cute envelope and a sticker that says 'love one another', and a photoframe consisting of a photo which Evelyn, Donica and I took together when we celebrated Donica's birthday in school. Occasionally, Eve will also cook scrumptious food for us to share such as Yong Tao Foo. At times when i least expect it, little surprises lie waiting on the desk and they come in many forms such as kueh and sweets.

We had a presentation on our project in front of the ex-co members today and I was rather nervous initially but it went well. Thought of a great idea for our sharing experience which we also have to present on the last day, in front of all the staff in school and it incorporates some musical instrument and singing. Looking forward to preparation tmr!

Unfortunately, the attachment will end in 2 days' time and life will go back to normal.

Or maybe teaching has slowly but surely seeped into many aspects of my life.

Maybe my life has changed, one way or another. The interaction I have with the pupils, teachers and nonteaching staff, have taught me valuable life lessons which I can bring with me, to grow as a person of character and stature.

- Thank You, Lord, for unforgettable holidays. -

Taking that leap of faith

2011-07-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

Dear __________,

I thank God my dad has found a best friend in you.

Love in Christ,

Daddy's eldest daughter.

I've definitely found my calling

2011-07-18T19:41:00.006+08:00

According to my CT,

i was (in her own words) 'super power in class today'. HAHAHA

She elaborated that it was due to the way I handled the class and she said I was fierce and firm. (I doubt many people will believe her though as I always have this soft and easy-to-bully look) Of course being fierce doesnt always require a dressing down; it can take the form of getting my message across in a firm and dont-mess-with-me tone.

I usually have a low tolerance of noise level but I've closed half an eye during the past few days of teaching because I'd prefer a highly interactive session when teaching the kids rather than getting them all afraid of me during the 5 days. However, I had to punish quite a few kids including the prefects today because they did not obey the rules I've set for the class such as 'Talking when I am talking'.

To me, the main idea wasn't about the punishment (though it can of course cause extinction of behaviour) but it's about getting the kids to realise their own mistakes. Whenever a punishment is meted out, the most important thing to do is to ask them what they have done wrong and what alternative actions should they have done instead so that they will reflect and internalise their own misdeeds.

Uh oh. My tigeress psychologist self is emerging.

But honestly, despite the scoldings, I feel pretty bad.

Anyway, had an informal meeting with the principal today and she inspires me! With an amiable disposition, she's definitely one of the loveliest lady i've ever met.

She shared numerous stories about how her ex-students could ring her up years after she has taught them and told her how she has impacted their lives. She also shared about how there have few cases whereby teachers were even invited to their ex-students' wedding and were given a seat in the same table as their parents.

And one of the greatest takeaways was when i asked her why she chose to become a principal, she shared that she actually did not intend to; she was thrusted into the leadership path by her superiors, who believed in her. If given a choice, she would really want to return to being a teacher as she misses the times whereby she could impact the pupils' lives and be involved on a more intimate level.

Yes!

- Thank You, Lord, for a learning experience. -

Without regrets

2011-07-14T21:09:00.001+08:00

What to do?

10. Pray

Cinemagraphs - More than a photo, not yet a video

2011-07-12T17:37:00.001+08:00

Click on the links to watch the photos come alive.

http://fromme-toyou.tumblr.com/tagged/gif
http://cinemagraphs.com/

How extraordinary!

One Day

2011-07-12T17:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Papa!

Thanks for leading such a fulfilling, beautiful life.

I cant wait to see you one day!:)

Love,

Your family

Favourites

2011-07-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

Inspiring songs and message:)

God is good all the time.

All the time God is good.

'As human beings, when we don't understand what good there is in a situation, that is when we choose to rejoice.'

Besides being excited to start school tmr, there have been

2011-07-10T21:07:00.007+08:00

conflicts between the id and the ego.

Go figure.

They are a blessing to me

2011-07-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

Qn: How do you think the Bully/Bullies should be punished?

Amazed at the innocence and adorableness of kids!

The above comments, and a few others, sent mirth and laughter our way.

Taken at the wedding:)

Empty words?

2011-07-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

... and I thought that I had figured you out.

1 Timothy 3:11

2011-07-06T20:39:00.008+08:00

Be faithful in ALL things.

Write an essay on Family

2011-07-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

I vaguely remember loving the feeling of viewing the world upside down.

Handsome Dad brought me to the opening ceremony of his workplace

Cheering him on for his marathon, which he loved participating. Couldnt help noticing his high-waisted shorts.

My dad, the nature-lover. Basically, any outdoor activities. Also, Baby Jean popped into this world.

I looked really delighted in my Snow White pajamas.

Gosh, I looked absolutely ecstatic.

Again another photo which makes me question why I do the things I do.

Pretty Mum who took this photo some time ago.

Just a couple of photos which Mum showed me yesterday.

One more week and another year will have passed.

Disappointments

2011-07-05T20:05:00.003+08:00

In my pain and my tears,

I look to You, the source of Love.

One of the best and saddest days

2011-07-04T15:11:00.003+08:00

After attending one of the most exquisite weddings held by a relative in Shangri-La last night, I've certain inspirations and images of how I'd like my wedding to be - simple and heartwarming with a slight tweak of conventionality.

To whom it may concern,

One of the secrets to a beautiful wedding - http://www.lyricalmoments.com

This is how snippets of the Perfect Day can be better captured by one of the greatest inventions of Man.

Yours truly.